I really fucked this up, haven't I?
Howard A: I knew who you were.
Emily A: I don't understand. Why did you put up with it?
Howard A: I thought it was love, accepting you unconditionally. But now I think it was something more like cowardice. Like if I confronted you, I would lose you.
Emily A: And you didn't want to lose me?
Howard A: I didn't.
Emily A: I really fucked this up, haven't I?