Rebecca continues to be concerned for her college-aged kids while in the present, Kate and Randall confront their pasts on This Is Us Season 5 Episode 5.
Laurel: I was no good as a daughter and no good as a mother. My son is going to grow up thinking I didn't love him. Why couldn't I be good for him? Mae: You can't keep doing this to yourself. If you don't let the guilt go, it will strangle you.