Paula Abdul is difficult to read.
On one hand, she sounds quite laid back about the recent American Idol blunder, during which she judged a Jason Castro performance that hadn't happened yet.
â€œI have fun poking fun at a situation thatâ€™s so ridiculous. Iâ€™m the queen of taking the seriousness out of [it] â€¦ I loved that people laughed, it was funny,â€ she said. â€œHonestly, it was a silly thing [that happened on Idol]. We were all confused â€¦ I did exactly what the producers told me to do â€¦ Itâ€™s all good.â€
On the other hand, well, let's head what Abdul had to say about living in pain.
â€œPain is very daunting â€” it creates isolation,â€ said said. â€œFor me, the smile on my face oftentimes is not met with how I feel inside."
What's wrong, Paula?